Unexpected call

I was tired, sick, coughing until blood came out of my nose.

I had no credit to message you, but yeah you wouldn't care even if I told you.

Wishing for someone special to you to care, not something everyone has.

But suddenly, Tinker called. In my fatigue, and on my bed I laid on.

I picked up your call. I'm glad you called..

Although you weren't that person, I was happy. Least someone still cares.

It's rare that she would apologize to me, but still I said something to her..

Sorry, I just didn't want to give you anymore false hopes.

The one I want, is someone else. That someone whom I've been thinking of ever since I met her on the 8th of July 2011.

Since when I start to remember dates like these? Oh whatever.

Even if I don't confess to her, even if she doesn't like me..

I just hope she'll be happy with or without me, I just want to be there to see her smile.

Even if, she treats me like an invisible person.

She'll never know, not now. Not until I'm ready to tell her.